the alarm screams

memory_of_wings @ 2004-09-25T17:23:00

2004-09-26T21:25:07Z

new journal. <3

oyster crackers.

2004-09-23T19:13:56Z

something fun and exilerating needs to happen in my life. for the past few days it has just felt like nothing.

on tuesday i went for my job interview. it was ... interesting. there were to other people, two guys who were older than me. while we were waiting for the manager to come back the one guy started talking about how he went to a strip club the other night. so then they started getting into a discussion about strippers and how much everything cost. it was weird.

what was even creepier was how the one person said that andrew and i look alike.

sorry for the early happy fall. i was told that it was on the 21st. it was really yesterday. so, once again, happy autumn.

autumn has arrived.

2004-09-21T19:10:02Z

HAPPY AUTUMN.

beautifully repulsive.

2004-09-20T19:28:51Z

the sky is so blue right now. there are hardly any clouds either. it looks pretty cool. the temperature also rised. atleast it isnt freezing cold.

in american lit our poems were handed back to us. i got sixteen out of sixteen. he wrote that he wasnt sure of the rhyming scheme. then at the bottom he wrote something about toast coming from wheat and how could i eat it because it was a living thing. so, i said well, plants dont have noses. then he was saying how plants react and that if i were a true vegetarian i wouldnt eat plants. i tried to say other stuff, but he just kept saying about how plants react to actions that happen around them and how they give results on lie detector tests. it was really odd. i still have to post my poem though. he recollected them once he handed them out though.

there is nothing in my schedule for tonight. im just going to sit at the computer the whole time.

mr. decarlo is a mean man.

memory_of_wings @ 2004-09-18T21:05:00

2004-09-20T01:12:16Z

i want the preschool days back. you know, when you got to go on field trips to pumpkin farms. then you would drink some good old apple cider. even having the cute little kid boyfriend girlfriend relationships.

the sudden urge to clean my room just came to me. i dont know if i will do it though. theres a lot of stuff that could probably be thrown and/or put away.

sometimes i feel alone. whenever i would be on the computer or out places, it just hits me. then i would sit and think and it would only get worse. sometimes i think of sad or random thoughts then. i cant concentrate then. and then sometimes i get a headache. i dont know how to explain it.

oh well. enough of this rambling.

singing whiskey lullaby is fun.

2004-09-19T04:42:03Z

tonight was a band competition at fox chapel. it was freezing cold.

i had to wear my one pair of jeans that had a hole near the crotch. it wasnt that big though, so i went and took some safety pins and kind of closed it. shauna said that it was "easy access". indeed. i also need to make a sign for the band closet that says OCUPADO. so people know when you are changing.

sprinkles are really tasty in whipped cream. rainbow sprinkles. because then it turns it all pink.

mrs. mollura said that sharissa and i had no modesty because we changed on the bus. it was kind of funny. on the way back we sang many songs. it was fun. it was just really freezing. i was kind of really hyper. my voice is going to be shot tomorrow.

tomorrow is the tbab show. andrew is mad because not all the people bought tickets. hes so annoying when hes mad.and he keeps calling.

brr.

2004-09-19T04:18:26Z

i am freezing my arse off. need to get some blankets and a nice pair of sweat pants ...

rain, come again.

2004-09-18T00:39:10Z

i love this weather. its raining so hard. and its freezing.

dancing in the rain sounds like a good idea. i dont know if i will though. but yeah. i think mckeesport needed some rain.

now is when i wish i had some galoshes and a rainjacket with a rainhat. all green or yellow. or green and yellow.

many many detours

2004-09-18T00:31:50Z

crazy weather today. it took an hour to find a way to get to weis house.

i feel like i havent updated in a long long time. not much has happened.

on thursday night i went to SAs game against serra. i saw a lot of people i knew. the previous night i went to the girls soccer game at SA. a lot of people there i knew also. kyra was there! kyra was my best friend in fifth and sixth grade. she went to SA after that and i didnt really see her that much. but yeah. it was awesome.

i think i am rejoining soccer. the coach asked me too. i thought i was a horrible player, they must really be desperate. the number five shall be my number ... hopefully. if not, i shall cry. not really, of course.

today was picture day. we also got our yearbooks. my picture from last year is horrible. i dont like it, its icky.

it is really freezing. i might go read a book. or go on myspace. hmm ... i dont know. so many decisions. i am going to try to tape this one live show thing of mars volta. its on ondemand. i dont know if i am able to though. i hope i am.

hasty pudding is scrumptulescent.

2004-09-14T23:04:14Z

lunch was when i ended up going back to school. the office people were looking for me. i found it pretty funny.

after school i got to ride katies bus. so did emily. we had to go to her house to make the hasty pudding. its for extra credit in american lit class. it is the most disgusting thing i have ever made. its all chunky. and then we dyed it green. so it is going to be even better.

katie and i are raising money to go to france next summer for the people to people student ambassador thing. you can take art classes in france! so, if you need any jobs done and are willing to pay us, tell us. im not even joking. i know it sounds funny. but once i start working at kings i will have some more money.

im at andrews house now. i am going to leave for youth group. i already am late.

what a lovely day.

2004-09-14T14:58:26Z

its been a pretty good start to the day already. this morning i had an orthodontist appointment. since it was early in the morning i didnt have to go in to school.

after the orthodontist i had to get working papers to give to kings. i start work next week. thats what andrew told me.

right now i am at home because my mom wanted me to buy a class ring. i got a cool one. not a goddy looking one though. i think those ones are weird looking.

now i get to go out to eat i think. yay for me. i still havent gone to school yet. the best part is i missed history.

i am just a tad bit sleepy.

memory_of_wings @ 2004-09-11T18:22:00

2004-09-12T22:29:01Z

i cant breathe through my nose.

haha i found the renfield sticks in my room. my collection is definitely going to beat shaunas. they even have the signatures.

want to know a fun fact? andrew has glenns number in his phone. i just found that funny.

memory_of_wings @ 2004-09-11T18:12:00

2004-09-12T22:14:44Z

my hair is in need of dying. i wanted to do it before pictures, but i dont know if i will or not.

after pictures i might dye it some crazy way. im not sure yet.

memory_of_wings @ 2004-09-11T17:26:00

2004-09-12T21:50:48Z

last night i slept over angies dads house. her cousin, sarah, was there too.

we played cards. it was a game called splat. or bazoink, something to that effect. i won the whole eight dollars and fifty seven cents in nickels, dimes, and pennies.

the next morning we watched billy madison. we also went to walmart. angie bought me this really cool tinkerbell purse. i also got a duck keychain and other things.

after walmart we walked up to jps house since he lived up the street. i played a video game. i didnt really know what i was doing.

the day that i beat angie in air hockey is the day that i will die. she is the greatest air hockey player. she has an air hockey table at her house. its awesome.

those pictures are really dark. if only the flash would work and not be a blinding light.

what a lovely day for a daydream.

2004-09-11T13:32:13Z

it is freezing in my house. when i woke up i didnt want to get up because i was still tired from the cold medicine i had to take. there is a football game today though, so i have to go. : /

not much has really happened over the past day. atleast nothing worth writing about. oh wait. i lied. there is a bonds are broken show on the 19th. i dont know a whole lot of information about it except that its at mr. smalls and it costs eight dollars. so yes. go. if you want a ticket you can purchase it off of me. andrew told me i have to sell atleast six including mine. i guess im like the vendor for the tickets andrew has to sell. he acts like he doesnt know anyone.

accomplishment.

2004-09-10T02:01:54Z

i just got home from seeing the exorcist the beginning. i saw it with mikky. i didnt even have to sneak in. i just asked for a ticket for the exorcist and they gave me it. i feel accomplished. i liked it a lot. towards the end i looked more towards the floor than i did at the screen. stuff like that just creeps me out.

it was fun though. i wore my jesus loves me beary much t-shirt, so everything was okay.

its time to write a poem about toast now.

hottness

2004-09-08T03:09:21Z

my semi date is hotter than yours.

shaunas my semi date.

apple cinnamon cheerios are the best.

2004-09-07T02:53:48Z

amy sent me pictures from the other day.

heres some of the pictures i took.

its the deluctible collectibles! the R one doesnt have a name though. i think the Os name is omar. what should i name the r?

awww ... they are such a cute couple. and cool, too.

is it just me or does my hair look really brown?

its like woah insane.

some random guy walked by while i was taking the picture. i just like how the neoness of the top looks cool.

the END. <3

memory_of_wings @ 2004-09-05T17:45:00

2004-09-06T00:48:22Z

around two thirty amy came to my house today to check up on the dogs and such. she was going to the mall and kohls, and wanted to know if i cared to join her. so, i did.

we ended up going to kohls and then to kings to pick andrew up from work. andrew the waiter talked to me before he even talked to amy. i thought that that was insane. after andrew finally came out we went to the hospital to see one of andrew and amys friends, becky, who just had a baby. the babys name is tyler. hes really cute. like really really cute.

after that we went to t.g.i fridays. i now own a gold bonus card. or whatever the name of it is. yay for me. i am now home.

i enjoy playing scrabble.

2004-09-05T05:19:12Z

today was quite fun. andrew and amy took wei and i minigolfing, to the mall, and to kings. at the minigolf place there was also go-karts. i was scared of riding them because the first time i had ever rode them i had the sensation to vomit, but i rode them anyways. it was fun. we also ate supper at andrews house. he made chicken though, so i made myself some toast. my supper was great, it was toast and corn.

while at the mall we went to old navy. i bought a track jacket, a tank top that says "muy caliente", and a boys shirt. i was suprised it fit me. i was happy though. its like one of those shirts that they call baseball shirts. i also bought a t-shirt, bandanas, and some glitter.

at kings i played the claw machine and got two stuffed alphabet letters. it was O and R. i kept the R and gave the O to wei. there was this weird tag on the O. i forget what it said though. but i know that it said that the letters were a delectable collectable. i think it was delectable. or something else that began with a d. i was happy though.

i took some pictures through out the night. once i get them i shall post them.

i dont want to drift away from my friends. : ( i dont mean to. if thats what it seems like, please tell me. i dont want that to happen at all. : (

memory_of_wings @ 2004-09-04T16:35:00

2004-09-04T20:35:55Z

my parents left for harrisburg earlier today. they wont be back until monday.

i should have a party. so, yes. party at my house.

memory_of_wings @ 2004-09-04T16:24:00

2004-09-04T20:33:57Z

im at andrews house now. him, amy, wei, and i are playing video games. amy and andrew are also cooking supper. yay.

i think this thing is to celebrate mine and weis birthdays. later we are going to go minigolfing. the mall is also on the schedule. i think its westmoreland mall. i cant wait.

there was a football game this morning. it was really excrutiatingly warm. shauna was there! kelly fenessy was there, too. it made me happy. i dont get to see shauna that often. hopefully we shall make plans to do something tomorrow.

memory_of_wings @ 2004-09-02T14:44:00

2004-09-02T21:54:28Z

yesterday i woke up to another sign that said DO NOT USE COMPUTER taped to the computer screen.

so, on with the update. my birthday was okay. i went out to dinner with family. they of course brought up about me not eating protein. my mom thinks cheese is the only way to get protein. my grandma mentioned something about me being anorexic. i just stopped listening to them after that.

its going on the fourth day of school and katie and i still have yet to sing wicked at lunch. we will though. atleast we decided we werent going to sit at a different table each day.

for the most part everyone still looks the same. i guess same enough for me to recognize its them. i kind of hoped for there to be some drastic changes in people. it would make it more interesting. of course peoples hair is gorgeous though.

novo is on the bus. yay. i miss chris and brandon being on the bus though. it was so much more livelier. thats bad grammar ... correction. it was much livelier. there we go.

i want to go to belle vernon walmart. so, if anyone is going, take me.

i love my friends.

2004-08-31T19:32:15Z

today was the first day of school. i am in every single one of katies classes. shauna isnt in any of ours though : ( it makes me sad.

i have gym this semester. hopefully there will be no kickball. im not good at kickball. and its not fun either. geometry is going to be horrible. i couldnt even keep up with her today.

shauna, katie, emily, and jackie all got me something for my birthday. this makes me so happy. because they didnt even have to get me anything. but they did. it just makes me happy to have the friends i have. they are so nice. : ) a lot of people said happy birthday to me too. i felt cool.

i have to go now. there is a dinner with family in a little while. and that means after that is cake. yay!

memory_of_wings @ 2004-08-30T08:34:00

2004-08-30T15:36:00Z

the time on this computer is screwed up. i cant even change it because there is windows xp on here. my moms part has to have a password to sign in and i cant figure it out for the life of me. all i want to do is correct the time.

oh yes. today is zachary burds birthday. happy birthday zac.